TOOTHY JUICY IT IS

ValentinesDay

2011-02-13T23:23:00.002+01:00

ValentinesDay is coming up. Are you excited, totally over-whelmed by your loved ones and nervous about it? Or are you like me, who hates that day and thinks that this is a totally useless day where people spend so much money, which they could donate. Yeah i'm a valentines-day hater. I know what some are thinking now. But let me tell you this. I don't hate it because i'm not with someone at this moment, i would not even celebrate it if i'd be in a relationship. I hate it because it makes no sense to me why giving presents, flowers, candy and whatsoever away on a special day, where everything is much more expensive as usual?... If you can't show your bf/gf or husband/wife that you love her on every single day, than don't do it on valentines-day...All that money you spend could be donated to people who are in need. Children die because they don't have enough food or clean water, or they get sick because they don't have doctors and hospitals. Or People don't have a home because some Nature-Catastrophe took it away. They really need money and help, but yeah just pay too much money on things you could buy every day for a cheaper price... I honestly don't get that. But everybody should make their own decision, i think differently.

I also hate that say because on Facebook it seems like everybody LOVES the other soooooooo much. I'm sick of your Status saying: " Darling?? I love you so much, i don't deserve you" or " I love you always and forever, you are the one".. Come on, can't you tell the person that eye on eye? You've to use Facebook (or any other social network) and annoy others with it? You know, i'm really happy that each and everyone who post that kind of stuff is happy. I'm glad they found the true love and have so much love to give. But that's nothing you should put on a social network status because there are people who are sick of it... I can't read another stupid status like that. It makes me so mad... I hate days which others tell me what to do. Like Mothersday, i want to honor my mother, i want to show her i love her and that i owe her something... But i don't want anyone to tell me what day i should do that. I don't want the stores to force me to buy expensive bull-shit.

If i truely want to show a person something, i will do that and i can do that on every day.. 365 days a year.. why freak out about a day someone created to earn more money? It's just wrong in my eyes.

Well, i still wish everyone who's happy a great day and be happy for as long as possible...hard times will follow - believe, they always come! ;) (and i can say that because it's still the 13th... muhahahaha)

2010-12-16T22:32:00.003+01:00

usually at this time of the year i'm sitting on my wrapped presents and wait for the day when i can go and lay them under the tree. This year seems to be different. It's only 8 days left until Christmas Eve and i have ONE present, which isn't wrapped yet. I don't have a clue what else to get or when i should get it. I love christmas and everything around and usually as i said i've my presents already in november... I'm so not motivated to go out and look for stuff. I love snow and cold weather and believe me i was told to wear warm cloth even it doesn't look good, so i am really wearing good wintercloth. BUT the weather outside is only great and loveable if you are inside with a nice cup of hot cocoa or tea. I get an headache if i go out. It's extremly cold this december...
Hopefully i will get my Christmas-Shopping done before the calender hits December 23, i would hate it if i have to go hunt for something on the 24th. Wish me luck everyone. Hopefully i've time monday to go shopping... :)

I know i've written alot about my friends lately, so i will do write again today. Because it seems so unreal to have 2 really really good friends, the best i've ever had and i had a best friend for 10 years (sadly it kind of broke after i moved to kassel, but it's ok - we still talk)! But my two best friends are really great. I never felt so understood in my life. I'm more than thankful for meeting them. Right now, they give me strenghts to live, they give my life a sence! Especially one of them. I truely feel that we are soul mates!

Ok, i think my next post will be around christmas! Let's see what happens until then - 8 days to go! yippey!!!!! xD

December! finally...

2010-12-04T15:30:00.002+01:00

It's the last month, of the first decade of this millenium... how amazing is that?

I can't believe how fast time flies. I'm back in Germany for over 4 years now, it seems like yesterday my parents took me to the airport and sent me off to the great USA 5 years ago... Time really is a thing which goes too fast for me. Also i can't believe that i live 1 year in Kassel.. I'm in my 3rd Semester in Uni.. Hello? Where did that year go? It happend so much. Well, i don't want to complain. I'm greatful for what i have and thankful that i can live each day, it's more than i could ask for!

Since i should be packing but i got pissed because i lost the liquid-bag again i thought i write here for a little while until i go and buy a freaking new one. Also i've to buy a new sunglasses, some shorts and other important things you need if you fly in a country which still has 30 degrees... I just didn't think about the problem which showed up now... Where the heck am i supposed to get all that stuff in december, one day before we leave? Yes, i know i'm a little late. Well, wish me luck i will get at least a sunglasses...it would suck if i don't have one - too bad my old one broke in october... still missing it. :(

What else happend? Oh yes, I finished to watch star wars, now i can finally say I DID WATCH STAR WARS!!! yippey. The night was amazing as the first one.. We had so much fun... I just love to hang with him and alex also joined us for a few ouzo shots and a couple of beers... ;-) Now you can imagine what this night was like! haha!

Thursday we had a little goodbye party (haha we only stay 10 days but he thought we need a goodbye party)... It was nice to chat with my best friends and later Chrisch also joined us or better we went to his place. There we drank, smoked and had fun. It's funny to teach drunken guys the waltz! :) We ended up staying until about 4:30 this night... Didn't even think about the 4 hour arabic class we have fridays. But as my father always told me "if you can drink, you can work" and that's what we did. Even though we were deadly tired, we went and sat 4 hours in our arabic class and even learned somethings. Arabic is awesome by the way - i like the language! :)

Ok, i should really get back to my packing. I want to go to Kassel's Christmasmarket later, to have a few Glühwein ^^...and tomorrow at 8:30am we'll be on the train towards Stuttgart where we meet Diana and Martin... Uhhh Vacation is coming up and i'm soooo excited!
Be safe everyone!

update

2010-11-23T22:48:00.003+01:00

Hiya,

life is pretty good right now. Uni is not stressing me too much at the moment (but i'm sure that will start sooner or later). Vacation is coming up in a bit plus it's Christmastime... Everyone who knows me, knows that i'm a total christmas lover. I love the smells, the decoration, the lights, the tradition, the quality-family time, the christmas-markets, the gingerbread, the giving others presents, wrapping presents, sending out cards and so on. I'm in love with Christmas and i think i will always be. I don't know where that's coming from but i have it. ;-)

The Market opened yesterday here in Kassel, i've to say it's a pretty cool one. But that's not hard to say after growing up with the Delmenhorster Christmas Market. I'm just sad i didn't have a chance to go yet. Today i spent my day at Alex her place, baking and watching movies (Weihnachten mit Astrid Lindgren), which made us think about our childhood. Others would say we are crazy (which we are, ok ) but we love Pippi, Michel and co. Our cookies turned out to be delicious! ;-) If you want one, you need to get your butt to kassel...

Hmmm what else to say? It's been a while since i posted but nothing really happens in my life right now. OK, i could mention that i watched the first three (the new ones) Star Wars movies for the very first time in my life and i've to admit that they ain't too bad. Next Saturday we'll watch the last three. :)
Also, i spent a weekend at home, since my mother turned 59 (happy bday mommy, i love you). I got to meet a really good friend of mine and i saw my niece for the first time (it doesnt matter, why i didn't see her before). She's a real cutie, for some reason i think parts of her look like me as a baby...maybe because her father is my brother but it's weired to see it. ;-)

Ok, i gotta go..My flaty just got home and is pissing me off. I didn't mean to destroy the light.. ^^ haha... That's the price you have to pay if you want to live with me.. Nothing is safe! xD

LINKIN PARK - beyond amazing

2010-10-30T21:00:00.003+02:00

My 6th Linkin Park Concert and I've to say, it was the best I've seen. Every Concert I saw was great, awesome and amazing but yesterday's show was more than all that. Linkin Park were beyond amazing. They played songs from all four albums, a really great mix between "new" and "old". Chester and Mike rocked the stage, so did the other four. I can barely write my thoughts down, it was just great.
This Band is the best on earth, everybody who knows me, knows i've always been a freak about them, but this show made me realize that i'm more than a freak, yes i admit i'm totally obsessed and very proud of it.

It started with Chester taking over Joes part (for those who don't know, Chester is the singer, Joe the DJ). Chester was up front and hitting all those bottons. He did a great job. Also i liked that Chester and Brad (guitar) played some kind of drums for a few songs... Things I never expected but which turned out to be great.
His voice was amazing like always. He's such a great musician, they all are great musicians but everybody knows that i've (just) a little crush on Chester. ;-) I always love when they play "New Divide", since this is my favorite song played live but it also changed yesterday. I'm so in love with the new songs live, during the new songs i felt like i'm in heaven, so much engery given from them - crazy. My new favorite song played live is Iridicent by the way... :)

Yes, the show was great, don't have to write that once again but i want to write just a little more about the show. They started on time, which is unusual and played 1:40h (if you ask me, it's way too short)... They were rocking the stage from the first second until the last. It's unbelieveable what they do, i mean yes, it's their job and it's what they do alot but still. They have this talent to get the crowds attention from second one and that wont stop until we sadly have to leave.I also liked that all 6 of them sang along on one song. The end was Bleed it out (wuuhhhuuu Chester topless - yummy) with a few parts of A Place for my Head in it, great remix, let me tell you. First i was a little confused because i was singing along with Chester's Bleed it Out parts and suddenly he changed to A Place for my Head but since i know every single lyric it was not much of a problem to switch. :)

Even though i'm not in the middle of the standing crowd (other story why not, sad but i've my reasons) i rock like one of them. ;-) I don't care about the other people around me, i just sing, scream, head-bang, jump, rap, everything. I'm a Laura nobody would expect. :) Totally outgoing and self-confident. I don't know why i'm this way on a show but i am and i like it. For me it's Linkin Park who gives me so much comfort to be like it.

One day after the show i already think of my next chance to see them. I can't wait to see them again. Hopefully next year, missed the chance to buy my ticket for Frankfurt on Tuesday.. :( Would've loved to go.

I thank Franzi for going to the show with me. Thank you for the woman at the merchandise, i know i'm picky and need loads of time to decide. Thank you to the guy beside me, he moved a little, so i've more space to jump.. (he was reading a book anyways^^) Also i want to thank my father, he drove us to Hamburg and waited all the time, so he can drive us back home - thank you daddy, i owe you one. :) And last but not least, a special Thank You to Linkin Park (i know, they will never know - so what??) for giving me all this, for playing shows, for doing such great music, for being them, for making me so happy.

Ok, this was just a short text about last nights Linkin Park show. I'm still speechless, so that's all you get. :) haha....

LINKIN PARK always and forever! ;-)

Egypt - or a 14 day dream!!!

2010-10-16T09:34:00.004+02:00

Salam Aleikum,

actually i don't want to write, because that means i'm back in Germany, where it's cold and rainy but unfortunatly i'm back and i will write only a little bit about Alex and my vacation in Egypt. We had such a blast and this space wouldn't be enough to tell all the details. One thing is to say first. I think it was the best vacation i've ever had (btw. i don't count the US as vacation) it was a 14 day dream. Everything was awesome. There wasn't a day (besides the first day, well actually the flying part) i wanted to go home. As i said, i'd rather be in Egypt right now. I never expected such a great counrty. I really never was so intrested in that country but since i got the chance to go, i thought i give it a chance. Luckily i did. I fell in love with Egypt and know that it wasn't my last visit. OK, to start at the beginning...

Alex and I got on the plane on Sep 30th, 2010. It was a cold, chilly night and we arraived Frankfurt more sleeply than anything else. But we were extremly excited. The flight sucked bad times, i will never ever fly with Koral Blue Airlines again and would not recommend them. It was so uncomfortable, the service was not good at all and it seemed it took them forever to get to Egypt. But since it was only a 4 hours flight, it was ok.. But still i will NEVER fly with them again, i rather spend more money on a flight than going on that airplane again.
Ok, we landed it was really hot. Amazingly hot. We got to the Ship and were all excited about it. The Nile Cruise was great, never thought it would be that great. That probably because of the great people we met. We were a 9 Person Group of Germans and we had a fantastic time. I'm thankful for everyone i met on the ship and i honestly hope we can meet again here in Germany. It was nice to meet so many great people - first i was a little afraid because we were expecting more "old" people. But we NEVER had the feeling of being too young, no one gave us the feeling of not being part of everything. The people weren't that old anyways. ;-)

We started in Luxor, visited the Karnak Temple and the Luxor Temple (both really nice Temple),the valley of the Kings (e.g. Ramses 6 Grave etc.), Hatshepsut Temple and many other things - then we headed off to Edfu, where we stayed one night, in the morning we visited the Edfu Temple and took off to KombOmbo, where we went to see the KombOmbo Temple. I loved Alexa her "explaining everything", yes they had bbq grills and burgers back before Jesus was born... Thx for telling us Alexa. Back on the Ship we headed toward Assuan and stayed there a couple of days. Saw a Nubian Village (with a little baby crocodile, shisha, coffee and that sweet little baby Mohammed), a Bazar (omg it was so funny, i love the phrases Egyptian People know in German^^). Also we went to look at the unfinished obelisk (yeah now i finally know what we were supposed to see...).. Also we had a "Egypt Night" on the ship. We dressed like Egyptian People, with our calapias, scarfs and everything (pictures on Facebook). This night was really great, we were dancing, than Alexa was dancing alone and we enjoyed one of the last days on the ship. Back in Luxor we celebrated Alexa her birthday (happy belated honey :D) and on the 7th we sat 7 hours in a Bus to get to Hurghada. This vacation had two parts - the 7 day Nile Cruise and 7 days at a hotel in Hurghada...

Hurghada, what to say. Not a really beautiful city, it was build for tourists and everyone who knows us, knows we are not like "normal" tourists. We don't want all that tourist stuff, we want to get to know the country and culture. So we met two Egypt Guys, which showed us alot and made many things with us (thank you, you two). We actually spoke with a lot of Egypt People. We did everything we were not supposed to do or people told us not to do. But we kept a eye on each other and we know we can trust each other, so nothing bad will happen. And it didn't. We did a lot of so called "shop-hopping", that means we went from shop to shop to look at the stuff, talk, drink tea and maybe smoke a shisha. It was really interesting, we got to know alot about the culture. But we also did some tourist stuff. On the first Saturday in Hurghada we went with Nicole (met her on the Cruise) on a Quad Safari in the desert. It was absolutley awesome, even though i was a little afraid of the Quads, so Alexa drove and I enjoyed the landscape while sitting behind her. On that Safari we also visited a Beduin Village, got another Shisha, saw many snakes and other animals in a terarium and did a camel ride. Really cool by the way. :) Sundays we went with our new Egypt friend to go on a snorkeling trip. WOW, i never snokeled before but i love it and i know Alexa also loved it. It was amazing, really beautiful. I mean the red sea is totally pretty itself but the snorkling was a great add. We saw so many awesome fishes and corals, really beautiful. Sadly we forgot to buy a underwater camera. Well, next time. ;-) Mondays we had a day full of "shop-hopping" and in the evening we met with Nicole and Holger (also a guy met on the ship) in Hurghada City. We went to a Bar called "For You", this is the bar where the two egypt guys took us the first night in Hurghada and we fell in love with it. We had a great night with Nicole and Holger, smoked Shisha, drank and talked - it was really nice to meet them again. Thanks for such a great night. :)
Tuesday was our second snorkling trip. It was not as great as the first one, but only because the Tour Guide kind of sucked. He was mean and not kind at all. But the fishes and corals were great too. The only thing i don't like about snorkling are the people. Omg it was so crowded in the water.. But still enjoyable. ;) Also we went to the Paradise Island. A Island with no shadow, white sand and beautiful water... it really was a paradise. Wednesday was our last day in Egypt. We went to Hurghada again to finish shopping, went to the "For You" Bar again and enjoyed our last hours in the beautiful Egypt. At 9pm we got picked up at the hotel and got to the airport, where we met all from our group (ship group - besides Axel and Christine, they only had the Nile Cruise - sadly) and flew home... :( :( Salam Habibi!!!!!

The flight back home was not better than the flight to Egypt. It was even more horrible. This time, not only I got sick. Alexa got sick too and she had to suffer quite awhile. But we made it home and looked at all the pictures (a total amount of 965 self-taken-photos) and the videos we bought.

We still look at the pictures quite often (i think almost everytime we see each other and we see each other almost on a daily basis..:D), we keep talking about this awesome vacation. It was great. Thanks to my parents friends for giving us this vacation and thanks to my parents for helping us pay a little and thanks to the people we met in Egypt (all, Germans and Egyptian). Because of you all, Alexa and I had a unforgettable vacation. THANK YOU!

Now, the last sentences. ;-) I hope we meet all the nice Persons we met on the Nile Cruise (our awesome 9 Person Group) again. And to Egypt is to say, we will come back.. Sooner or Later but believe it will be soon enough. ;-) xD To the photos is to say, if you want to see more pictures (a couple are on my Facebook-Page) just ask me. I will be happy to show you some of our photos we took. If you have any questions, feel free to ask. :)

Also a huge Thank You to Alexa. Honey, thank you for coming with me, thank you for making this 14 days so unforgetable. Thank You. I love you honey!!!!

This is only the basic Information. It happened so much, i can't write everything down, it not even near to be possible. :) So enjoy and be jelaous... haha.. just kidding. Enjoy!

Salam!

p.s. sorry for spelling and grammar mistakes, most of it i wrote in the middle of the night. ;-) Busy Busy... xD

Alexa and I on one of the Snorkeling Trips, my all time favorite photo of this vacation and of us. :)

a bit of summer.

2010-09-21T01:18:00.003+02:00

Since i haven't been writing lately i thought i'll post a little note today. Semester-Summer-Break is almost over (well, we still have about a month, but it's getting close). Most of my Break i stayed home in Kassel, we had a few really nice bbqs at the park - played soccer and volleyball and went to the lake. I also wrote one 15 page paper and turned it in in August. My second one was done by August 31th, so i've only one left to finish (i'm almost done, only a few pages left). I'm sick of writing all that papers and i can't stand the fact of knowing there will be even more papers to write next semester - i'm more of an exam person. Well i can't help it, it has to be done, so i do it. :)

Also, Alex and I went to see her family at their vacation spot at the north sea. It were 9 awesome, relaxing days. I enjoyed it so much and want to thank her and her family for letting me come and be a part of their vacation. I loved it. Wanna come back next year. xD

Ok, it's late - just wanted to update a bit. Oh btw. Alex and my next vacay is coming up. 10 Days left and we'll be sitting on a Nile-Cruise-Ship in Egypt. :) I'm
totally excited for that vacation and will tell you what happend when i'm back. :)

Since, i've been thinking and changing alot lately i wanted to send out some greetings to my lovely friends Alex and Johnny, you two are great, i'm the new Laura because of you and i'm extremly greatful for that. I'm happy...yes i'm happy with my life right now.. STRIKE! xDDDD

June 11/12

2010-06-12T20:44:00.003+02:00

Alex and I went to Fulda (her hometown) yesterday to watch her sister sing. She sings in a Big Band and her voice is completely awesome... She's great. Not enough Alex took me to a place (forgot the name of it) to show me a bit of her hometown. It was a beautiful, chilly night. I enjoyed it. We didn't do much besides talking (that's what we do best :D) but that was what we both wanted. To relax a little bit after a quite stressful week. We returned today, even though it was only one day - it was worth it. Now, i'm off to play yatzee with my flaty (hinni) - so you guys better wish me a whole lot of luck - i sure need that. I want to win.. :) Ohh and i forgot to mention, my mother broke her left wrist, she has to get another surgery - i feel sorry for her because she still deals with her right wrist which was broken badly in 2008.. I mean i kinda think it's funny as well, cuz it could just happen to her but still i think it sucks. Now she can't do barely nothing. And i'm not there to help!! :( Hope she'll be better very soon. I love you Mother! :)

new!!!!

2010-03-15T13:58:00.002+01:00

oh i know, i'm very very late. This is my first post for this year. I meant to write earlier and i even finished a post but my notebook broke down and everything was deleted and i was so pissed that i didn't want to write for awhile. Well, now i'm back.
Nothing much happend so far. I've been to China and i liked it. Beijing was great, i got to climb the great wall and see the forbidden city (and of course other stuff and temples). Shanghai also was nice, haven't expected such a nice city. Even though i still love the US. I can't help it. There is no other counrty which i could compare to the USA - i fell in love with it 2005 and it still is in my heart and i'm sure it will always be there. Uni started back up in April and we got all our grades for the exams we wrote. Three went ok and one sucked - i failed but that is ok, it was my fault because i thought it was mutiple choice but it actually was single choice... soo i completely failed... :)
I enjoy my student life and have a lot to do...
will write more often now.... heading to bed...

"Between the Years"

2009-12-31T14:56:00.002+01:00

I know i'm late. Have not been updating lately. Everything was so busy with christmas (it's exhausting to eat like 3 full days^^) and my bestie her birthday. So belated Happy Birthday to my one and only best friend - the best on earth. =) I made a huge cake for her and i'm pretty sure she loved it. The hard work was worth it. It took me about 4hrs to bake it. And i also made a fruitcake and some pink Hello Kitty Muffins... xD

Another great thing what happend was that my parents in the USA told me that they (finally) got a webcam. So we were able to videochat on the 25th. I was so excited to see them and i'm still happy about it. It's always nice to see and hear them. They also met my Bestie for the first time.. Only through the videochat but it'S still different to a photo. So F and I try to visit them next year. Well i'm going for sure, we just have to figure out how to get her over there.. Her Boss probabaly has a problem with her getting like 2-3 weeks off in a row. But it would be super awesome if she could come, this way i can show her everything overthere... All the places i've hung out and my school and the lake and everything. We can take nightly rides through Little Rock with Em and Dustin in his cool Mustang. xD Hope for her to get off for at least 2 weeks.

OK, now. 2010 is almost here, only a few ours left. I can't believe it. Where did 2009 go? It was a really great year for me. I will write about my Year 2009 early January. Have to go now, we've to get ready for New Years Eve Celebration.

On this way, i wish everybody a happy new year. See ya'll in 2010! xD

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2009-12-24T20:29:00.002+01:00

I didn't have a christmas feeling this year but since christmas is almost over (well it just started^^) i kinda miss it already.. :)
First. Thank You so much to my family for being around, having awesome food and thank you for my presents... i got a IPOD TOUCH and i am sooooo happy about it. Playing with it all the time now.. HAHA its so funny.. and now i'm even more convinced that i want an iphone. and i am going to buy it next year. Either in China or in the USA. So excited... xD

Merry Christmas to everybody who reads this. :)

angels in Frankfurt

2009-12-21T12:00:00.004+01:00

Thursday, December 17th, 2009. 9am. Kassel/Germany. Café Hurricane. Laura was freezing and waiting for her angles to arrive! 9.15am angels arrived. Day could start. Breakfast. Ate. Got outside. Got into the car. Naomi drove. Destination -> Frankfurt (and not only the airport,know them more than i wish i would). Bye Kassel. Hello Frankfurt. Arrived. Got out the car. Walked. Took photo with fruit. Looked at Xmas-Market. Were stared at. Looked all damn cute. Walked. Being Silly. Walking to the Bridge. walking on the Bridge. Taking pictures. Walking back to city. Getting into a warm mall. Walked. Looked. Went to Orion. Made fun. Of everything. McDonalds. Cheeseburger. Chickenburger. Cigarettes. Walked. Freezing. Coffee. Alex made a phonecall. Waited. Talked. Making fun. Of Daniel. Our pink angel. Laughed. Smoked. Got back to car. Got in the Car. Naomi drove. Until. Laura took over. Tattoos. Laughed. Went to the RR. Bye Frankfurt. Hello Autobahn. Bye Autobahn. Hello Kassel. Supermarket. Naomi her flat. Tea. Wodka (not for me). Cards. Laughed. Said bye. Huged. Wished a merry xmas. And a happy new year. Alex and Laura catched the tram. Naomi and Daniel ???. Waited for next tram. 9 minutes. Tram came. Got in. Got out. Walked. Stairs. Opened the door. All alone. Bed. 11.30pm Bjoern. Ate. Talked. said Good Night. Sleeping. Dreaming. Day is over!
And. We. Were. All. Cute. Little. Angels. I. Love. My. Angels. It's. always. Fun. Would. do. It. Again. ASAP.

Us and the Fruit

Laura

Daniel

Alex

Nomi

More.Photos.On.My.Facebook.Page.Go. And. Check. It.Out.

the amazing P!NK

2009-12-21T11:35:00.002+01:00

Finally the day has come. Franziska and I went to Hannover to see P!NK live on stage. It was our second time to see her (first was 2006) and it was awesome. I really have never seen such a great, awesome and amazing stageperformace in my life. She rocked it from the first song (Bad Influence) until the last (Glitter in the Air). It's amazing was she does while singing. I mean she were swinging in like 10m above us and just jumped backwards toward the stage, at that moment my heart kind of stood still. She was just falling and singing. I know she does that every show and she is trained to do it but still it was amazing to see it. Now i could write on like this for the next 20 pages because the whole show was like that. She just rocked. I felt honored to be part of the crowd (well i was supposed to be sitting, mostly i was standing tho (different story why i'm not in the crowd crowd)) and to experience the last show of her Funhouse-Tour. She had 156 shows for Funhouse and that's just freaky.
LoL.. well the funniest thing was.. She performed "So what" and one of her dancers was supposed to play the role of her husband like it is in the music-video but suddenly, she was singing and walking toward him and took his hood of and we just heared a scream. Her husband kind of surprised her on stage and was playing his own part without her knowing. She was scared and shocked you could tell that on her face. She stoped singing and was so embaressed..LOL.. but it was funny and her husband Carey Hart (Motorcross) got his cloth ripped off and got into a pillow fight right on stage. It was sooo hilarious!
Ok as i already said I could write much more about it but i'm just not doing it.
I'll come to and end but i want to say to everybody who has never seen her live but likes her music. Go and enjoy the best female musician around. It's worth it, i would go again every day.

oh and it was freaking cold, couldn't feel my hands and feeds after a while but the waiting was worth it.

I LOVE P!NK!!!!!!!!

my brothers bday

2009-12-21T11:33:00.001+01:00

I know, i know i'm kinda late. My brothers birthday was saturday. We (my parents and I) went to Marburg and visited him. It was nice but extremly cold. I couldn't feel my feeds anymore. So belated happy birthday big bro! :)

first snow

2009-12-13T15:18:00.005+01:00

I couldn't believe it, i saw snow yesterday. My friends and I went to Eisenach and visited the "Wartburg" and it snowed. We all were excited like little children right before santa comes. We don't have that much snow where i'm coming from so we kinda freaked. It was nice just playing with it, having some snowfights and looking at a city with a white head. I love snow and i wish we would have it more often. We'll see, winter just started, hope for more.

Eisenach was pretty cool itself. The "Wartburg" was really great, the historical christmas market was just another great add to a wonderful day. Eisenach is about 1,5 hours with the train from Kassel and we don't pay because of our studentcard. :)
After our little journy to Eisenach we got back to Kassel, did some grocerey shopping and had raclette with more friends. It also was great, we played nobody's perfect and phase 10 again. I love doing stuff like that, i don't have to have a party, just sitting together, cooking and chilling is fine. They left at 3:30 in the morning and i finally got to go to bed after about 20 hours - but they were worth it. xD

Happy Birthday!

2009-12-12T01:05:00.001+01:00

Happy Birthday to my south african sister Ann-Suné. I love you girl, i hope we can see us really soon. I miss you! Make it a good day to remember. In my thoughts the whole day. mwaahh!

Nobody is Perfect -> Friday

2009-12-12T00:55:00.002+01:00

Today (well actually yesterday) Naomi, Daniel, Hinni and I played the game Nobody is perfect. It was so funny. Hinni was the greatest. His answers were just hilarious.. *kleine wühlmäuse*^^ They got here at 7pm and just left (now it's 1am) and we've to get up in 6 hours. We are going to Eisenach tomorrow (well today), just sightseeing in the city and to check out the christmas market. Hope we'll have fun but i'm pretty sure we will. It's always funny with them. I love them all so much! Never expected to find such great friends in the beginning of my life here in Kassel. I met Naomi the very first day of Uni - i shared my plant with her.. haha!! xD
It's always nice that they come over to my place, since i cleaned almost the whole day it was great to relax with them. I don't know but our bathroom gets dirty so fast. We clean it and not a hour later you could start all over again. That's something i really get annoyed of. Oh well.....
It was a pretty normal day, nothing spectacular happend. We had lots of laughs and funny moments but nothing i will think of in like month...well maybe the *wühlmäuse*!!!
OK, i think that's enough for this post. I should go to bed now, my alarm gets of in 6 hours..... :(

Happy Birthday!

2009-12-11T14:27:00.000+01:00

Happy Birthday to the one and only >>T<< ! :)

Donating Bloodplasm - Yes or No?

2009-12-11T14:08:00.003+01:00

My flatmate went to donate Blood and Bloodplasm and he said it's cool and i should try it. Well since i want to help others i tryed a couple of times. My first blood donation went well but then they wanted my plasm and i really have weired veins. They keep rolling away. They found it and want to get the needle ready and as soon as they try to get me all set up my veins just roll away. I know it sounds funny but it actually isnt that funny. The first time with the bloodplasm was ok i guess, they tryed my right arm because usually they wont get anything on my left side but right wouldnt work that day so i'd to move to a different chair so they could try my left. It worked. I got a bruise on the right side but it didn't hurt. A week later i wanted to go the second time and i told them they should use the left (because it worked last time)...well it wouldnt work, my veins just rolled and rolled, they didn't catch one. They said they try the right arm again after trying on the left about 5 times. Since i still had that bruise they couldn't use the vein they wanted and took a different one more visable... well the thing what happend was, the lady who did that was full of my blood and the venous valve kinda messed up. So i couldn't donate that day, i got one with two more bruises and two arms in pain. But i still didn't give up, a week later i went a third time. They did the left side again and it worked perfectly....at the beginning! After donating 1/4 bloodplasm the needle stoped working and my blood wouldn't get through. They tryed my right arm again and it worked. Ok i had two in needles, one on the left and one on the right - yeah that really is something i like - not! Since right worked they wanted to get the left needle out of my arm and they made a mistake (lady was full of my blood again) and it hurted like hell, i can't describe the pain. I will post a picture of the huge bruise i have now and it still hurts really bad. So i don't know what to do. Should i go one more time? I really want to donate it, first i can help and second we get money for it, and i could really use that money. I mean it worked on the right side, so should i try a next time? I look like a junkie so. I just don't know - any suggestions?

This is my left arm, the bruise is even bigger and blue/green/purple (the cam doesn't show it correctly)

to start this for what its actually for - December 10,2009

2009-12-10T19:58:00.002+01:00

The day began quite stressful today. Since i forgot my charger at home i had to use a different cellphone. The ones who really know me, know that i am a little confused sometimes and i forgot to change the date and time, so my alarm wouldnt work. Thanks to Bjoern (my flatmate) and his girlfriend (they were talking), i woke up just right, i even had time to take a shower and smoke a cigarette. I just had to ran to the tram :) I had one class today - self-determination and inclusion options for handicaped people- i like the class but i always think about skipping it. It sucks to get up only for 1,5 hours class. But i went and i enjoyed it. It's really interesting and i also like the teacher a lot. After that i went home, coooked, started that blog and went grocery shopping. Wuuuhuuu i also bought a microwave. FINALLY! xD
Yeah today kinda was boring or just a normal day?? who knows. Well now i'm watching TV with my other flatmate, Hinni!
So i say good night for today and i will write more tomorrow! :)

-> toothyjuicy

Passion

2009-12-10T18:38:00.004+01:00

For those who wonder who that (half) naked man is on my Header. It's Chester Charles Bennington the lead singer of Linkin Park. Speaking of Linkin Park i should mention that this is my passion. I am a extremly huge and fanatic fan. Ever since my best friend forced me to listen to Crawling (their second release) i couldn't get enough. Some really say i'm a freak, crazy and not normal. Well maybe i am all that but for those who are thinking and saying that, at least i've something i really love and care for. I know it seems crazy what i do and that i'm such a big fan but i am so proud to call myself a fan of the greatest band. I got two Linkin Park Tattoos (no, you can't wash them off, they're real!) and i'm so in love with them, i'm already thinkin about getting my next one. Some might say i will regret it one time, i wouldn't be a fan anymore within 10 years. Well it could come that way (i don't think so) but at least i can say, Linkin Park defined my youth. It will always be a part of my life and not a little part either. So if you don't like it just keep it to yourself or say it in a nice way. You don't have to judge me for it. I am still the same person, just some of my bodyparts where decorated. xD
Enough said!

LINKIN PARK!

a lot of thank you's

2009-12-10T18:21:00.005+01:00

It has been a little more than two month now since i moved out my (parents) home. I started University in Kassel. I like it so far. It's nothing i expected but i'm totally enjoying it. I met some awesome people and i love hanging out with them. The lectures are fine, i mean i never expected it to be funny, i knew it's gonna be boring. But i still like it and i havent regret it. I study Social Works and i truely hope i can reach my goal and finishing my Bachelor and maybe my Master. I still want to go to India and help kids who suffer so much. Sometimes i really think it isn't right that i've such a great life and other suffer so much and have to fight for their daily bread. I can't change that and i know that but the least i can do is to help and give them some hope - that's what i really want to do.
After that i want to move permanently to the US. I used to be an exchangestudent (05-06) and i fell in love with the country, the people and everything related to the US. I had (and still have) the most amazing family someone could ask for. I am so thankful that i met the raleys. They gave (and give) me so much, i really feel like their daughter and they'll be in my hearts forever. I LOVE YOU RALEYS!
I hope i can do everything i want to do, i know it's going to be hard but i'm ready to fight for it.
Since i thanked the Raleys i need to thank my parents. Without them i wouldn't be the person i am today. They always supported me, without them i could have never done this exchangeprogram, i wouldn't be where i am today - they always believed in me and on hard and desperate days they were there, just to stay with me and help me. Thank you Mama and Papa...
Honestly i've to say i've a great life, two awesome families, great friends which i love so much, the best future in front of me and i had a really good childhood - everything they tryed to teach me is what i can teach others today.

OK enough of that. :) but i want to thank my best friend real quick - you are my girl. I love you more than anything else, without you life would suck. You are the best that ever happend to me. I couldn't imagine a life without you. Thank you honey!!!

first post

2009-12-10T12:50:00.000+01:00

hey,
i was thinking about creating my own blog for a long time now. Since my life has changed pretty much i finally came to the point where i really wanted you to know whats going on in my crazy life.
I looked at so many blogs from friends and others and i just loved the idea and wanted to become a owner of one too. I try to update it daily with news, stories and pictures. Just let me know if you have any concerns or ideas for me making it better. I'm looking forward to start this project and i would be thankful if some of you just check it and read it. Leave a comment or email me.

To explain my blogname: My friends (Franzi and Tomi) call me toothy, just like the purple character of happy tree friends. We are the "HAPPY THREE FRIENDS" and we thought it would be funny to get the names of the characters with our favorite color. So i am toothy, Franzi is Giggles (pink) and Tomi is Nutty (green). The Juicy comes from my last name... :)

Rainy Greetings,
ToothyJuicy